doing fine

as predicted, i am doing fine. i have 2 part-time jobs, a nice apartment, good roommate, car, food and good health. the only thing i don't seem to have a whole lot of is cash. sigh. but that seems like the case for a lot of people, right?
well, i am sitting in the wc and will be here till 6.30 until my class. it is going to be a looong day let me tell you what. but, all for nothing, will give me some time to write my change theory paper due next week. just started researching...yes, i am a huuuuge slacker!
went to domo for lunch with kara -- it's this really yummy japanese steakhouse and sushi bar. sooo good. lunch was delicious and cheap - got tons of food and i'm still full and i ate over 4 hours ago. sigh...love food. so i decided i needed to start working out again. with best of intentions, went to the gym - i made it around the track 3 laps. what a loser. so then i thought i would use the extra time i had and did the bicyles. man...to think i could run 2 miles easily 2 years ago. that's what i get for being a slacker.
anywho -- wish this week would finish up quicker.

tears and rain...james blunt

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

2006!

can't believe it is 2006 already and the beginning of another school semester. it's pretty crazy actually. christmas break was great -- had a really good time home with the family and friends. the 2 weeks flew by and i found myself back in indiana, wondering how the beginning of this year will end up.

i had a job interview and it went really well. so, i'm one of the final candidates and will find out hopefully by the end of the week. i really want this job, i think it'll be a great experience and company for me -- and i will be thoroughly disappointed if i don't. sigh. the interview was really informal and laidback, which surprised me. i thought it would have been a bit more rigid and formal. but i think that's just how they are - and that's awesome.

still thinking of j sometimes, kind of wondering how i got into the whole mess and wishing that i could rewind time and change a lot of things!!! sigh.