frustrated but scared

some things at work that are really frustrating but i have no idea how to express my feelings.  i mean i am not sure if i should say something or not -- i don't want to come off as sounding like i'm complaining or not a team player.  there is definitely a very thing line not to cross.  just as soon as i started feeling like i'm part of the team, part of the company and this crap happens.  grrr....what to do, what to do.

chicago next weekend!  CANNOT WAIT :-)  off with my friend sarah, sightsee and watching "wicked."  i hear from everyone how awesome it is - so i'm expecting it to blow my socks off.  maybe i should have tried to read the book first.  even though we are sitting in the balcony, and i think in the last few rows, i hear the higher up you are the better it is because people are flying throughout the musical.  

halloween in a few days and i am not dressing up.  i just hope that no one will be knocking on my door because i have no candy to give away.