can it get worse?

well thanksgiving has come and gone and i can't believe how fast this year is going by. it's weird cause i feel like i am just standing still watching my life speed past me. and all i can do is watch. and i so wish i had a remote control to just slow things down or even rewind my life so i can do things over again, to not make the same mistakes that i seem to be making over and over again. sigh. just not really sure what's gonna happen to me. i always thought i had all the answers, that life was suppose to be a lot easier than this. but happiness and success seems to be eluding me. and i have not idea what to do, what to expect anymore. is it always going to be like this?
things with the 'rents seem to get worse and worse. they are never happy with me. i can't seem to do anything to please them. but i'm really glad that my sister understands cause she went through the same thing. so at least i kind of feel like i'm not in the wrong or totally to blame for this tension that is between us. but i'm not happy and i'm almost at the point of just saying forget it....
work is going okay though. it's been a lot slower than expected. it's weird cause this weekend was suppose to be one of the busiest of the year and it was so dead....people have been complaining about not making enough money to make rent and bills. i don't know why it's been so dead....
anyways...i guess life can only get better if you make it yourself.