life....

it was great seeing my old friend again. he had moved last year and seeing him has been hard since we live so far apart. but he came in for a job interview and it was sooo good seeing him. he's always been there for me and it's hard to imagine my life without him. it makes me think of my other friendships. i've definitely lost contact with people i thought would be in my life forever. but then i guess i shouldn't take it too hard since i have some really amazing friends in my life right now. it's weird how people come and go. and looking back on my life i do wonder where i would be without certain people in my life...would i be a different person, how would i look at certain issues and such.

my life is seeming to get back in order. it's my last week of work at the good ol' rl and i'm sooo excited :-) it's been a pretty crazy decision to just up and quit without having another job lined up, but it was to save my sanity. i really could not go any further. i would seriously be going crazy and it was just a good decision. i know a lot of people do not agree with me but what can i say? it's my life, not theirs.