halloween resolutions

even though it's a bit early to be making resolutions, i've decided i need to start now...a few that came to mind: to be more proactive; to be more optimistic; to be less moody; to not take everything too personally; stop making excuses for everything and everyone. looks good in writing but we'll see how it actually works out in life.
new york was good..family was good..nephew was even better. wow, i can't believe my sister is a mom and i'm an aunt...i don't feel old enough. and it still seems like a dream. it's weird - living in this alter universe that i am still getting used to living in.
i'm hoping this month will be one of new beginnings and some exciting times...hopefully a new job, new friends and new opportunities. i guess i'm just so used to the same old routine that i just don't feel motivated anymore. i feel like i am throwing away years of education...and i'm slowly willowing away. hopefully something will happen to wake me up from this disaster...