just a few thoughts

wow...it's been a whole week. it surprisingly went by pretty quickly...last saturday was my last day of work so this past week i've been just doing absolutely nothing. it was nice for a few days cause i got to catch up on my sleep, clean my apartment and just do whatever i wanted to. it was nice having the time to do it. but then it was definitely getting boring and i wasn't sure how much longer i could do it. leaving for new york in a few days to visit the family and see my newphew. i heard he's getting huge and just a doll. i bet he is. then i have an interview set...so hopefully will be back to work in a few more weeks....
things seem to be back to normal, even though i seem to keep hitting rough spots all the time...why me? oh well. i guess i just realized that maybe i should take things in stride, not to take everything so personally but to keep my head high and stay optimistic! i'm trying to...i'm really going to try. so that is kind of my halloween resolution since i don't want to wait until new year's to try this - haha. my friendships mean the world to me and to think that i might loose them...sigh. yeah....