end of a chapter

a huge chapter of my life has ended...no more working at the rl anymore for me. i'm really sad to say good-bye to everyone, to know that i'm not going to be seeing them almost everyday, to talk to them whenever i want to. and it has been a place where i have been really comfortable, a place i can be myself and it wasn't a problem. i'm definitely going to miss everything and everyone. but i definitely needed to get away from the craziness, of the odd hours, not sleep and dealing with crappy customers who make you feel so small it's ridiculous. i never realized how rude some people can be, how crappy they are. i would never in my life treat people like i have been treated. and i just had enough. so i'm happy to have that behind me. but i'm also sad to see it all go.
so now a new chapter of my life is developing and i'm not sure where i'm headed or what i'm going to be doing. hopefully i will be able to find a new job quickly, one that pays decent. until then...