more drama

i have to say that my life is one big soap opera...drama, drama, and some more drama. can't seem to stay away from it. is it just me or just the situations that i find myself in? i guess it's a little bit of both...but then i guess my life would be pretty boring without it...
anyway. life continues. can't believe it's already june. this summer is going to go by pretty fast. and i'm sort of scared cause i have absolutely no idea what the heck i'm suppose to be doing, where i'm suppose to go, etc. i'm hoping everything is going to be okay, but i'm just really being quite pessimistic about all of it right now.
blah. work tonight - i will probably have to close. but then i shouldn't complain too much since i have to earn money. i just hate knowing i'm going to be there till 10 or later while everyone else gets to leave...sometimes i really hate my job.