not up to much

here at the wc...just finished writing one of two book reports. and i'm pooped. so tired. i'm not sure why i'm so tired cause i got enough sleep last night. maybe my body is just trying to recooperate from the past few weeks when i was on 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night and had to work double shifts at work.

things are winding down and the realization that school is ending and people are moving in their separate routes scares some i think. being a student, in college surrounded by close friends and not having to really worry bout work or anything has been wonderful. but for a lot, it's going to end in just a few weeks. and i think they are scared. things are going to change no matter how much they don't want them to...people are going to change and ones they had called friends may become strangers. i'm one of those people -- so scared of change and afraid people will move away and we'll no longer be as close as we had been. i know i'm moving on as well but it's still so weird. this semester has probably been the best semester of my college life. i have had so much fun, made the bestest friends ever and been with people who truly know and understand me. i am not afraid to be myself...i can just be me and it's okay. i'm going to miss them so much. it does get me a little depressed thinking about it...that it's not fair that it has to end so quickly. but time will not hold still for anyone...