corny

so i'm going to be kind of corny and quote a movie quote: why do we fall? so we can pick ourselves up. i feel that i've been falling a lot lately though...especially with trying to find a real job when i graduate. been applying to several jobs around indiana and even in new york but just haven't found anything...guess no one wants to hire me. i'm not sure if it's just too early or if i'm just not qualified...you'd think a master's degree and years of internships would get me something...

but i've been thinking...i want to enjoy my last real summer before i throw myself into a real job and whatnot. i like where i am right now -- i love my friends, hanging out with everyone and working at rl (even though i will complain about it all the time). so i was debating if i just want to have fun this summer, get rested up, really enjoy it and then move to indy and find a real job...it's all pretty crazy cause my parents expect me to get this amazing job right after i graduate and everything. and i have this great expectation to live up to...it sucks. but maybe i should feel a wee better knowing my brother is having a hard time finding a job as well (but he already has a job)...sigh....

but everything else seems to be going well...my life is okay for the moment. i just wish i didn't have an annoying roommate to live with -- really don't appreciate her eating my food all the time (that i buy), never cleaning up after herself, never cleaning the apartment, always using and moving my things. sometimes i really feel that i'm living with a 10 year old and i have to watch after her...sorry i'm not a mother yet and i don't want to be for a long time...grow up!
k...enough ranting.