confusion

i hate it when i meet people and they are amazing and yet i know i have no chance with them. i met this really awesome guy over the past week and seriously like him a lot. but he's just not that into me. and i have to admit that it hurts a lot. why can't he like me, what's wrong with me? those are just two of the many questions that are rolling around in my head. it sucks cause i know whoever he does end up with is one lucky girl. i seem to fall for the wrong guys all the time. i like the ones that are either taken and totally unavailable, ones who just aren't looking for a relationship or anything or ones who just aren't into me like i am into them. go figure huh? am i just looking too hard? i want a relationship, i need to get over my past relationships and just move on with my life. i want to meet a guy who makes my life better, happier and just more fun. i want to live knowing i am making a small difference in someone's life...is that too much to ask for? i guess when i was a small girl i never thought it would be this hard to meet a guy. i grew up on romantic comedies where everyone ends up together. and i just thought that was life. guess i was really wrong...
it sucks...that's all i can say.