too tired to be awake

went out last night and paying for it today...i even skipped my class and took a 3 hour nap but i'm still dying...i thought i had gotten enough sleep but i guess not. and i have to work tonight at the restaurant...will definitely not be functioning clearly and therefore probably make awful tips. oh well!
maybe i will go home early and try to get a nap in...seriously, didn't even take a shower this morning -- just rolled out of bed, hoped that my hair was okay, didn't put in my contacts and went off to work. oh well, not like i am trying to impress anyone anyways!

found out that it indeed is a very small world...random people i know know other random people i know...interesting, haha. hopefully no one talks about me! lol.

i have to say i am really excited about the future -- i am definitely going to move to indy when my lease runs out in july. i figure it'll be a lot easier to find a real job when i'm already in the city instead of being in muncie and driving down there all the time. i need to start applying to jobs again but the rejection is really hard. i hate it not hearing back from people or knowing they didn't even look at my resume. it really sucks.
but i guess that's just the part of growing up and being an adult...not everyone gets their dream job right off hand. i guess i just need to realize that.