worrying will get me nowhere

i know i worry way too much -- about my future, money, grades...but even though i do it all the time and know it doens't really help my situation, i do it still. example: worried a lot about a huge paper and ended up getting an a- on it (which is basically the highest score this professor gives). worry constantly about money, which is very normal. but somehow i get by and sometimes with a few dollars to spare. my life is crazy right now...
work tonight was very slow and the people who came in were not very nice or friendly. kind of makes you wonder if it's just them or you...
trying to figure out my schedule for next semester. definitely keeping the restaurant job but really debating about the internship -- if i do keep it, then i wouldn't have to worry about finding a job for next semester - plus it pays so well. but, i would be commuting to indy in the winter -- do i really want to risk that? but then, it would give me time to see john since i'll be down there. arg....