november already?

i'm already counting the days until thanksgiving -- then my birthday :-) i think it will go by quickly, the rest of this semester. i'm just afraid of the future - of where i'll be, where i'll be working, etc. it's all very scary.
tomorrow i have my interview for my internship next semester and summer...definitely keep the fingers crossed and hope everything works out. i'm hoping it will lead into a full-time position, that i'll make a very good impression and work the way they want so they don't want to let me go. is that too much to ask for?
chatted with J for a few minutes -- he's very tired and had a contract to finish so i didn't want to keep him up. sigh...men.
i think tonight i want to go out and get a drink or something....i haven't gone out in such a long time and i missed all the halloween parties over the weekend. i just want to relax, drink a few and get a good 10 hours of sleep in -- nice huh?
nothing too new else to report -- life continues...have another job interview friday for a waitressing job. my current one isn't giving me a whole lot of hours so i'm not sure what to do...i asked about it today and didn't really get a straight forward answer - i was like what the heck...oh well. i need to look out for myself - that's all i can do.